I’m completely in love. This man is 17yrs my senior and that’s fine, im more than legal. That’s not the problem. The probably is knowing he is the one, the one I will always be in love with. If he’s leaves, for any reason, I would be more than devastated, I would be splintered. Read the rest of this entry »
I have come to the conclusion that your career or future does depend largely on what you look like, weight and height and age… I would love to be a stewardess because I love to travel. When I applied, The employers said that I was too short. I was under the height requirement by 2 cm… How is that fair???? I wanted to be a dancer but apparently you have to be wraith-thin, flat chested and have no bum to be one.. My skin isn’t perfect enough to be a model and I am not tall enough.. Where do these ideologies come from? and why do the media and society allow them to exist? And don’t you tell me life isn’t fair.. I know the saying well..
I don’t really want to be living in this small town and maybe I lied about THAT to get the job but I’m good at it despite the fact they haven’t trained me properly. I have to work everything out for myself. Read the rest of this entry »
I suppose this is just a way to release some built up stress. I’ve decided to just write out my thoughts to better understand myself, what it is I’m thinking.
Today I realized I am a hopeless romantic, unattractive and infinitely unappealing in the eyes of my women friends. Essentially, being used by said women, to be hooked up through my guy friends, who, themselves are what the vast majority of women consider attractive. I really have nothing to complain about though. It makes them all happy. Though, sometimes I wonder, why am I given the emotion of feeling like I’m supposed to care about these people, when in the end, I’m the one forgotten about, and pushed away? It’s almost as if I’m supposed to learn from the mistakes of caring about other human beings, and their happiness, and solely focus on pleasing what urges or desires I have instead…. Read the rest of this entry »
im a 14 year old girl. im in love with my camp counselor who just graduated high school. the problem is, shes also a girl. i classify myself as straight, but this is weird. i’ve never felt this way about anyone i’ve ever met or seen or anyone. when i see a picture of her my heart races. when i see her i just want to hold her and for her to hold me back. Read the rest of this entry »
1) I do beauty pageants
2) I’m horny alot
3) I watch porn
4) I masturbate with a hairbrush
5) I hate older guys.. Hate them
6) I wish someone wld come and fuck me right now. Read the rest of this entry »
There’s this girl that I liked back in my freshman year, while she wasn’t the prettiest girl out there well…because she wore glasses and had braces, but to me, she was one of the most beautiful person I have ever met. By the way, I never really talked to her freshman year, cause I was too much of a pussy. Read the rest of this entry »
I have really weird secret. I get sexually aroused by thoughts of my aunty Mary eating me whole and alive and allowing me in to be in her stomach. In fact just looking at her stomach and thinking of me living inside it is enough to get me hard.
dont know why i decided to have these kinds of relationships
Message = i lost my virginity to an 18 year old when i was 11. when i was 12 i had sex a lot with a 25 year old… and i still miss him and have no idea why… had sex with a step cousin… and now in a relationship with an 18 year old and i am 14. Read the rest of this entry »
I am 14 and i am afraid of the dark. I still use a night light. Also when i am about to go to sleep in my scary dark room, i suck my thumb which keeps me calm. comment. let me know what you think