I’m probably bi…but i wont find out because it irritates me when gay/bi people are in the closet and thats exactly how i would be.

I’m going to report this to my program chair tomorrow, so no worries, it will be taken care of.

but it’s totally unnerving when someone who teaches at a college meant for “industry professionals” out right cheats you on a grade you work so hard for.
let me start by saying this; in every class i’ve had from by junior year in high school to today in college, has been a perfect A. i am a project manager for a design team in my college, and even have a job as a financial advisor their. so I’m a very hard working guy. Read the rest of this entry »

Lately things have been really bad….My counseling appointment was canceled last week because my counselor was on vacation, I am a compulsive shopper and spent like $1000 in like 2 days, I’m a cutter, my b/f broke up with me, and another friend told me that he no longer wants to be my friend anymore.I have major issues.I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and Avoidance Personality Disorder (which is a serve form of social phobia! ) I wish I had someone to talk to…My whole world seems to be crashing down on me….

Erik T. doesn’t get it. Living with him is much worse than being a hooker.

Erik is an abusive, violent petty tyrant- everything has to be his way- & he’s cheap! For some strange reason he thinks he’s God’s gift to women- he’s not- he’s an ugly OLD jerk! He lies about his age- says he’s 42 when he’s actually almost 50 years old.

Erik is lousy in bed- does the same old boring thing every time. The drugs & alcohol have taken their toll- not only on his face & scrawny, wasted body, but he can’t get it up.

Who wants to live with someone who hits them, tells them what to do, treats them like slave labor & doesn’t have any manners?

Yes, Erik T., I’d rather be a hooker than be stuck with you!

I am tripping out. So I’ve noticed for the past few weeks that my crotch has been itching like hell. I am a 32 yr old gay man. I ended a two year relationship a few months ago and my ex and i still talk about possibly getting back together. Ive been dating random men here and there. i messed around with a guy a few weeks ago. He came over, we drank wine and ended up in the 69 position. It was fun and he is a nice guy. other than that, ive not had another guy in bed since my ex. I went crazy when i was looking closer in my crotch and noticed that these bugs had little legs. I ended up shaving my whole pubic area. i was really freaking out. i went out and bought that lice-killing stuff. i am pretty angry that the guy may have given them to me. i cant stand the sensation of itching. i feel ashamed and now i want my ex more than ever(to comfort me). how do i explain my shaved crotch? also i wouldnt want to put him at risk of getting them and i dont know what to do!! Please provide some tips.

I told him he was great. I didn’t do it to be mean but I just couldn’t tell him he is really bad- REALLY bad! I mean REALLY, REALLY bad. He thinks he’s great- even calls himself Thumper7ndahalf- Who does he think he’s kidding!? 7 & a half? Not a chance! Not even after he uses his purple penis pump.

I sucked off a donkey

I want you. STOP BEING LAME AND F*%K ME.
Goddamn.

I just turned 26. When I was 13, I got shot in the head. It was a miracle I survived. The right central portion of my brain was basically turned into hamburger. The surgeon diagnosed me epileptic due to the trauma.
After several years of medication, I was deemed well enough to stop taking my meds. I found out about two years ago that I have been seizing since, and it is only getting worse. The trauma has also caused bi-polar, schizophrenic tendencies. My now x-wife and I met 3 years ago. I love her with all of my heart. I would set myself on fire for her. But, at the same time I want to hurt her. I want to watch her suffer and then kill myself. I have tried to end my life in front of her before. Had she not turned her back on me and told me that she would rather me do it, I may have succeeded in my attempt. She is willing to be friends, and this I can deal with. But, even while I’m looking for her a birthday card, I want to watch as she suffers. Is till intend to end my life in front of her, but can’t stand the thought of her just not caring.

My mum has severe depression, I’ve heard her telling my dad she wants to die
shes been in and out of psychiatric hospital and everywhere
i take it our on her though
i blame her for not being there when i needed her
i blame her for leaving me with him
i blame her for not having a stable mum
i blame her for not having a mum like my friends have
i know deep down she cant help it sometimes
but i still blame her
the thing is giving birth to me is the reason she suffers
her hormones messed up after giving birth to me and she developed depression and it gradually got worse
i still blame you though.