We were intimate for the first time in August. Spur of the moment. I thought there would be a soul shaking connection, but none occurred.

I love you and know you’ll treat me well, but I feel as though you’re not attracted to me anymore and I know this is because I push you away.

The reason? Because I’m afraid to fully give you my heart and I’m waiting for you to get fed up and leave.

I’m gay.My boyfriend is cheating on me.I cant let him go.I have no friends.I am depressed.I dont eat.I’m very thin.I wish somebody could help me.I wish somebody loved me.I wish the pain stopped.