I have really weird secret. I get sexually aroused by thoughts of my aunty Mary eating me whole and alive and allowing me in to be in her stomach. In fact just looking at her stomach and thinking of me living inside it is enough to get me hard.

dont know why i decided to have these kinds of relationships
Message = i lost my virginity to an 18 year old when i was 11. when i was 12 i had sex a lot with a 25 year old… and i still miss him and have no idea why… had sex with a step cousin… and now in a relationship with an 18 year old and i am 14. Read the rest of this entry »

I am 14 and i am afraid of the dark. I still use a night light. Also when i am about to go to sleep in my scary dark room, i suck my thumb which keeps me calm. comment. let me know what you think

So I’ve been in a shit mood for probably a week now and it just WON’T go away. Had a fight with my bf this morning and he left pissed off- and I don’t even care. I’ll never be able to trust him because of what he’s done. He was HORRIBLE. And even though he’s trying to be a better person, I can’t believe him. I just don’t. Because of all the shit he pulled before. He used to hurt me. He doesn’t now because he got arrested for assaulting his ex girlfriend and her new man. He could be telling the truth about being faithful but something tells me not to trust. Even if he was, I wouldn’t put it past him to try and pull off little shit just for sport because I’ve suspected for a long time that he has or ‘had’ borderline personality disorder. He’s a real good actor and a bit of an attention whore. I don’t think he would turn down female attention. On top of that, he gets to keep in touch with ex-girlfriends and flips out about my having male friends- whom I can no longer be around without his accompaniment. Yet, he can still have contact with his exes. Read the rest of this entry »

I got 2 penalty points and an 80 fine today and i feel i cant tell anyone cuz I’ll just get in trouble