I’m completely in love. This man is 17yrs my senior and that’s fine, im more than legal. That’s not the problem. The probably is knowing he is the one, the one I will always be in love with. If he’s leaves, for any reason, I would be more than devastated, I would be splintered.

It’s fearful to know that someone, has your heart & spirit so much, that you would forever be seeking that kindred spirit of yours, if you ever separated.

Im not 100% sure if I am completely ready either and I’ve slightly convinced myself but, I might have to leave at some point to find out things for myself. *Sigh.