I’m in love with my best friend.
He thinks of me as his little sister and I say that I think of him as my big brother.
Two of my close friends said their parents think we’re going to get married. I pretend like the idea disgusts me, but I really hope they end up being right.

By that I mean I am starting to love him romantically. I have never thought of myself as gay, and I’m not at all attracted to men except for him. We do a lot together and talk about personal things that we normally never would with anyone else. At night I have sexual fantasies about him. I am desperate to show him somehow but I don’t know how. Any advice?

At the moment I have two friends of mine who proclaimed to me that they have feelings for me. I don’t like them back, instead I have feelings for my ex, and my best friend. I am officially doomed to Love everyone who will never love me back, and be loved by those I will never love back. At least I’ll learn a lesson.

My sister cares about what someone on the Playstation 3 Network thinks about her. This person started to like fall in over the PS3 and my sister went along with it as a joke, or what I thought was a joke. Now she gets mad whenever I call the guy a pathetic creep and things of the sort. I find it rather ridiculous, because we both made fun of people who “date” online. We used to be like best friends, but now the sight of her disgusts me. Read the rest of this entry »

I told him I was interested a few months ago.  We decided to “try
things”.  We went on a few dates, I spent a few nights at his house.  I fell
asleep in his arms and woke up in the same place.  Actually, we’d both
wake up around the same time, separated from one another, but he’d
sleepily pull me close to him again so we could wake up together when his
alarm would go off.  He kissed me in private, and he kissed me like he
meant it. Read the rest of this entry »