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L.O.V.E

Anonymous — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 10:12:13 +0000

I’m completely in love. This man is 17yrs my senior and that’s fine, im more than legal. That’s not the problem. The probably is knowing he is the one, the one I will always be in love with. If he’s leaves, for any reason, I would be more than devastated, I would be splintered.

It’s fearful to know that someone, has your heart & spirit so much, that you would forever be seeking that kindred spirit of yours, if you ever separated.

Im not 100% sure if I am completely ready either and I’ve slightly convinced myself but, I might have to leave at some point to find out things for myself. *Sigh.

shes the only person i can think about… im in love

Anonymous — Thu, 21 Jul 2011 01:03:40 +0000

im a 14 year old girl. im in love with my camp counselor who just graduated high school. the problem is, shes also a girl. i classify myself as straight, but this is weird. i’ve never felt this way about anyone i’ve ever met or seen or anyone. when i see a picture of her my heart races. when i see her i just want to hold her and for her to hold me back.

when she talks to me i feel i feel like nothing else matters. i am seriously confused about my sexual orientation and how my future life will possibly change. i can easily picture myself waking up in the bed next to her 20 years from now. i lover her more than my current boyfriend. i dont want to be a lesbian. its scary. someone help. i know i cant reject these feelings, someone just help me deal with them.

P.S. the worst part is, i know we can never be together. :’(

Still in love with my ex?

Anonymous — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 00:54:19 +0000

My ex and i had been dating for a little over a year and our breakup ended in a dramatic fight. that was 7 months ago. We had many firsts together and got very emotionally attached to each other but ultimately things got worse. Those last 2 months were filled with fights and arguments; it was horrible. I’m dating another girl and we have been together for about 2 months. Shes a great girl and makes me really happy; i just feel like there’s this void in my chest. Like i lost something that cant ever be replaced. Something that a person can only get once in their lifetime.

My ex lived in another state. I don’t even comprehend how it worked for so long but we had something between us that i cant describe.. It was so special and i gave that up.
I still love her.

She moving into my state to go to college and she’d only be an hour away from me; before she was 6 1/2.
She hates me but still loves me dearly. I don’t know what to do I’m completely lost.

I’m so sorry this happened.

Anonymous — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 02:11:26 +0000

I love my husband’s brother in law. I’ve loved him for 20 years and it still goes on. And i can´t tell anyone that everyday I cry and think of him. I’m so sorry this happened.

Please let them be right in the end.

Anonymous — Mon, 03 May 2010 13:10:55 +0000

I’m in love with my best friend.
He thinks of me as his little sister and I say that I think of him as my big brother.
Two of my close friends said their parents think we’re going to get married. I pretend like the idea disgusts me, but I really hope they end up being right.

I love my best friend

Anonymous — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 04:04:51 +0000

By that I mean I am starting to love him romantically. I have never thought of myself as gay, and I’m not at all attracted to men except for him. We do a lot together and talk about personal things that we normally never would with anyone else. At night I have sexual fantasies about him. I am desperate to show him somehow but I don’t know how. Any advice?

Where did the passion go?

Anonymous — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:55:17 +0000

We were intimate for the first time in August. Spur of the moment. I thought there would be a soul shaking connection, but none occurred.

I love you and know you’ll treat me well, but I feel as though you’re not attracted to me anymore and I know this is because I push you away.

The reason? Because I’m afraid to fully give you my heart and I’m waiting for you to get fed up and leave.

All my secrets

Anonymous — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:52:07 +0000

I’m gay.My boyfriend is cheating on me.I cant let him go.I have no friends.I am depressed.I dont eat.I’m very thin.I wish somebody could help me.I wish somebody loved me.I wish the pain stopped.

Heart Wrenching

Anonymous — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 01:00:29 +0000

At the moment I have two friends of mine who proclaimed to me that they have feelings for me. I don’t like them back, instead I have feelings for my ex, and my best friend. I am officially doomed to Love everyone who will never love me back, and be loved by those I will never love back. At least I’ll learn a lesson.

Suicidal thoughts

Anonymous — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 02:35:50 +0000

I was never afraid of death until I became a mom… I often think about how I can never give my daughter the life she deserves. I’ve messed up everything in my life & am afraid I will do the same to her. I just want to die. I think about it alot, but at the same time I’m so scared to leave her. I just want to know that she will be ok and happy. It would be soo much easier if someone could just kill me. My daughter is the only good thing I’ve ever done and I just don’t want her to have the life I had. I want to die sooo bad, but I’m afraid of leaving her. She was born 3 1/2 months early and almost died. I’ve never told anyone but I think its my fault. If I had took care of myself better & not have stressed myself out so much she wouldn’t have gone through all she had to survive. I’ve ruined her life before she was even born.