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I am “the other woman”

Anonymous — Sat, 21 Apr 2012 23:00:15 +0000

There was a man who was only one year older than me. He was married. I liked him. I’ve always despised people who advance on others who are taken. So I admired him from afar. I thought that would be okay.

Then he showed interest in me. He flirted. He held me. He kissed me. He said that he liked me. That he wanted to be with me. It was so difficult to push him away. To tell him no. To remind him that he has a wife. The more I was around him, the more I wanted to stay with him. So I stopped telling him no. We enjoyed each other. We spent much time together. We held each other in dark rooms, told each other secrets, and had no regrets. On the last night that we saw each other, we had sex. We made love until dawn. And then we parted ways. I shall never see him again.

I only knew him for three months. I never once met his wife. She was in a different city. I don’t know if he meant the words he spoke. I don’t know if he actually liked me or if he just felt lonely and needed affection. In the end it doesn’t matter. Now he is with his wife, and they are in love.

I do not regret what happened. I would not change it if I could. But I became something that I’ve always hated. I became the other woman. And even though it was only for a short time, even though I knew it could never last, that it would end, that I could never have him.

I still can’t let him go.

Never The Same

Anonymous — Sat, 21 Apr 2012 22:57:02 +0000

You’re different, I’m different, and it was never meant to be. I know that, and I’m ok with that. But, I used to love you, and if I could go back to any moment when I did, then I would.

L.O.V.E

Anonymous — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 10:12:13 +0000

I’m completely in love. This man is 17yrs my senior and that’s fine, im more than legal. That’s not the problem. The probably is knowing he is the one, the one I will always be in love with. If he’s leaves, for any reason, I would be more than devastated, I would be splintered.

It’s fearful to know that someone, has your heart & spirit so much, that you would forever be seeking that kindred spirit of yours, if you ever separated.

Im not 100% sure if I am completely ready either and I’ve slightly convinced myself but, I might have to leave at some point to find out things for myself. *Sigh.

shes the only person i can think about… im in love

Anonymous — Thu, 21 Jul 2011 01:03:40 +0000

im a 14 year old girl. im in love with my camp counselor who just graduated high school. the problem is, shes also a girl. i classify myself as straight, but this is weird. i’ve never felt this way about anyone i’ve ever met or seen or anyone. when i see a picture of her my heart races. when i see her i just want to hold her and for her to hold me back.

when she talks to me i feel i feel like nothing else matters. i am seriously confused about my sexual orientation and how my future life will possibly change. i can easily picture myself waking up in the bed next to her 20 years from now. i lover her more than my current boyfriend. i dont want to be a lesbian. its scary. someone help. i know i cant reject these feelings, someone just help me deal with them.

P.S. the worst part is, i know we can never be together. :’(

Still in love with my ex?

Anonymous — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 00:54:19 +0000

My ex and i had been dating for a little over a year and our breakup ended in a dramatic fight. that was 7 months ago. We had many firsts together and got very emotionally attached to each other but ultimately things got worse. Those last 2 months were filled with fights and arguments; it was horrible. I’m dating another girl and we have been together for about 2 months. Shes a great girl and makes me really happy; i just feel like there’s this void in my chest. Like i lost something that cant ever be replaced. Something that a person can only get once in their lifetime.

My ex lived in another state. I don’t even comprehend how it worked for so long but we had something between us that i cant describe.. It was so special and i gave that up.
I still love her.

She moving into my state to go to college and she’d only be an hour away from me; before she was 6 1/2.
She hates me but still loves me dearly. I don’t know what to do I’m completely lost.

I’m so sorry this happened.

Anonymous — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 02:11:26 +0000

I love my husband’s brother in law. I’ve loved him for 20 years and it still goes on. And i can´t tell anyone that everyday I cry and think of him. I’m so sorry this happened.

Please let them be right in the end.

Anonymous — Mon, 03 May 2010 13:10:55 +0000

I’m in love with my best friend.
He thinks of me as his little sister and I say that I think of him as my big brother.
Two of my close friends said their parents think we’re going to get married. I pretend like the idea disgusts me, but I really hope they end up being right.

I love my best friend

Anonymous — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 04:04:51 +0000

By that I mean I am starting to love him romantically. I have never thought of myself as gay, and I’m not at all attracted to men except for him. We do a lot together and talk about personal things that we normally never would with anyone else. At night I have sexual fantasies about him. I am desperate to show him somehow but I don’t know how. Any advice?

Where did the passion go?

Anonymous — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:55:17 +0000

We were intimate for the first time in August. Spur of the moment. I thought there would be a soul shaking connection, but none occurred.

I love you and know you’ll treat me well, but I feel as though you’re not attracted to me anymore and I know this is because I push you away.

The reason? Because I’m afraid to fully give you my heart and I’m waiting for you to get fed up and leave.

All my secrets

Anonymous — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:52:07 +0000

I’m gay.My boyfriend is cheating on me.I cant let him go.I have no friends.I am depressed.I dont eat.I’m very thin.I wish somebody could help me.I wish somebody loved me.I wish the pain stopped.