I have come to the conclusion that your career or future does depend largely on what you look like, weight and height and age… I would love to be a stewardess because I love to travel. When I applied, The employers said that I was too short. I was under the height requirement by 2 cm… How is that fair???? I wanted to be a dancer but apparently you have to be wraith-thin, flat chested and have no bum to be one.. My skin isn’t perfect enough to be a model and I am not tall enough.. Where do these ideologies come from? and why do the media and society allow them to exist? And don’t you tell me life isn’t fair.. I know the saying well..

I don’t really want to be living in this small town and maybe I lied about THAT to get the job but I’m good at it despite the fact they haven’t trained me properly. I have to work everything out for myself. Read the rest of this entry »

I suppose this is just a way to release some built up stress. I’ve decided to just write out my thoughts to better understand myself, what it is I’m thinking.

Today I realized I am a hopeless romantic, unattractive and infinitely unappealing in the eyes of my women friends. Essentially, being used by said women, to be hooked up through my guy friends, who, themselves are what the vast majority of women consider attractive. I really have nothing to complain about though. It makes them all happy. Though, sometimes I wonder, why am I given the emotion of feeling like I’m supposed to care about these people, when in the end, I’m the one forgotten about, and pushed away? It’s almost as if I’m supposed to learn from the mistakes of caring about other human beings, and their happiness, and solely focus on pleasing what urges or desires I have instead…. Read the rest of this entry »

1) I do beauty pageants
2) I’m horny alot
3) I watch porn
4) I masturbate with a hairbrush
5) I hate older guys.. Hate them
6) I wish someone wld come and fuck me right now. Read the rest of this entry »

I have really weird secret. I get sexually aroused by thoughts of my aunty Mary eating me whole and alive and allowing me in to be in her stomach. In fact just looking at her stomach and thinking of me living inside it is enough to get me hard.

I am 14 and i am afraid of the dark. I still use a night light. Also when i am about to go to sleep in my scary dark room, i suck my thumb which keeps me calm. comment. let me know what you think

I got 2 penalty points and an 80 fine today and i feel i cant tell anyone cuz I’ll just get in trouble

So far there are three girls that are scared of me. I am not that strange but they avoid me at all cost. I deserve an award or something because I bet it is a record.

I really want to be raped tell me why

Help me decide. I’m not cheating on anyone and I don’t even have a boy friend but recently I’ve been trying to decide who would be good for me.i am tall so I want a guy who is as tall or taller than me. I’ve singled it down to two guys(well I didn’t single it down to two guys, other people have but I’ve still been thinking about it).one of the guys is taller than me, makes me laugh-alot- and is ehh kinda cute(not the hottest face but I could deal with it)but he could get annoying.the second guy is like an inch and a half taller than me, makes me laugh but not as much as the first, hes smart, about the same cuteness as the first, but I barely hang out with him. Read the rest of this entry »