So I’ve been in a shit mood for probably a week now and it just WON’T go away. Had a fight with my bf this morning and he left pissed off- and I don’t even care. I’ll never be able to trust him because of what he’s done. He was HORRIBLE. And even though he’s trying to be a better person, I can’t believe him. I just don’t. Because of all the shit he pulled before. He used to hurt me. He doesn’t now because he got arrested for assaulting his ex girlfriend and her new man. He could be telling the truth about being faithful but something tells me not to trust. Even if he was, I wouldn’t put it past him to try and pull off little shit just for sport because I’ve suspected for a long time that he has or ‘had’ borderline personality disorder. He’s a real good actor and a bit of an attention whore. I don’t think he would turn down female attention. On top of that, he gets to keep in touch with ex-girlfriends and flips out about my having male friends- whom I can no longer be around without his accompaniment. Yet, he can still have contact with his exes. Read the rest of this entry »
I got 2 penalty points and an 80 fine today and i feel i cant tell anyone cuz I’ll just get in trouble
I hate being married again. I dislike my step-kids with a passion. They are hyper, spoiled brats. My husband would rather spend money on shooting crap that is more expensive than buying me an actual bridal set. I feel like he hasn’t put any effort at all into us. I feel like now he has me and doesn’t have to do jack crap.Tired of it. He’s lazy and doesn’t discipline his kids, doesn’t help me around the house and expects me to do everything. At least my ex tried to help, at least he put some sort of effort into our marriage when he could. I’m sick and tried of my step-kids not listening to me, I want to rip there faces off, they piss me off when I get extremely angry. Sometimes I feel like I’d be better off alone.
My ex and i had been dating for a little over a year and our breakup ended in a dramatic fight. that was 7 months ago. We had many firsts together and got very emotionally attached to each other but ultimately things got worse. Those last 2 months were filled with fights and arguments; it was horrible. I’m dating another girl and we have been together for about 2 months. Shes a great girl and makes me really happy; i just feel like there’s this void in my chest. Like i lost something that cant ever be replaced. Something that a person can only get once in their lifetime.
My ex lived in another state. I don’t even comprehend how it worked for so long but we had something between us that i cant describe.. It was so special and i gave that up.
I still love her.
She moving into my state to go to college and she’d only be an hour away from me; before she was 6 1/2.
She hates me but still loves me dearly. I don’t know what to do I’m completely lost.
So far there are three girls that are scared of me. I am not that strange but they avoid me at all cost. I deserve an award or something because I bet it is a record.
I’ve been clean off heroin for a couple months now,
but every day I think about it, the way it made me feel, and the the low lives I had the pleasure of meeting on my mission to buy it. I wasn’t just addicted to the drug I was addicted to the life style, walking around north Philly at 4:30 am, hearing gun shots watching as the drug dealers dragged out the junkie that just OD in their living room, just wondering if next time is that gonna be me. It didn’t make thing easier that i had a partner in crime, the girl who first introduced me to the drug making sure no one robbed her,raped her,or what ever else came across their sick minds. and it felt like i was addicted to her.going to meet up wit her dealer and giving me a bag like it was me award for going with her. will I use heroin again I don’t know, hopefully not.
Am a 22 years old guy, married with no children for a year now.
I am related to my wife, when we got married it wasn’t based on a relationship, too fast and too wrong.
I was very lonely at that time and i believed that maybe doing the right thing could make a change. My wife loves me “i guess“ and i don’t i have been trying, its just not happening, never cheated on her i just find it something to be very ashamed from and a guilt to live with the rest of my life..wanted too just never did it!
I don’t wanna make this too long..i really need help here okay PLEASE!!
My question is: Do you think i should commit to my marriage which i know will make me miserable or divorce her knowing that she will never be with a man again and destroy my relationship with my mother..????
FYI i know its all my fault…
I hate my dad he is such a meanie his moods change from one second to second like a flickering flame why is he so mean why is so rude why can’t my dad be kind????? why is my life very difficult to live up to???
So I am in a high school play, I have been doing them since I was 5 years old. I love acting and I have made so many great friends because of it, but there is one who we have both liked each other on and off for a very long time although I have never did anything with him and probably never will. My bf of over a year now gets so jealous of ANY GUY even ones that i have been friends with longer than I have even known him. I am completely faithful and would never do anything to hurt him, but I really dont know what to do. Me and my bf fight all the time and the other guy is going into the army in a matter of weeks. In this play i have to pretend to be in love and do a very fast paced dance with him in it. Now here is where the awkward part begins. This guy i am getting very attracted to…Is this my fault and I should talk to my bf abou it or is it cause I am not getting the emotional satisfaction I need from my bf?