I am tripping out. So I’ve noticed for the past few weeks that my crotch has been itching like hell. I am a 32 yr old gay man. I ended a two year relationship a few months ago and my ex and i still talk about possibly getting back together. Ive been dating random men here and there. i messed around with a guy a few weeks ago. He came over, we drank wine and ended up in the 69 position. It was fun and he is a nice guy. other than that, ive not had another guy in bed since my ex. I went crazy when i was looking closer in my crotch and noticed that these bugs had little legs. I ended up shaving my whole pubic area. i was really freaking out. i went out and bought that lice-killing stuff. i am pretty angry that the guy may have given them to me. i cant stand the sensation of itching. i feel ashamed and now i want my ex more than ever(to comfort me). how do i explain my shaved crotch? also i wouldnt want to put him at risk of getting them and i dont know what to do!! Please provide some tips.