My mum has severe depression, I’ve heard her telling my dad she wants to die
shes been in and out of psychiatric hospital and everywhere
i take it our on her though
i blame her for not being there when i needed her
i blame her for leaving me with him
i blame her for not having a stable mum
i blame her for not having a mum like my friends have
i know deep down she cant help it sometimes
but i still blame her
the thing is giving birth to me is the reason she suffers
her hormones messed up after giving birth to me and she developed depression and it gradually got worse
i still blame you though.